In-game name: iroh
Steam ID: 0:0:68538
Admin who banned you (if known): Fade to Black
Why were you banned (if known): Fade thinks I hack.
Proof (screenshot? witness? demo)? It would be interesting to see the proof.
I knew once #bYah joined with Fade's clan that this day would come. I would like to think that a whole community would not ban me becuase of one person's personall vendetta against me.
I have enjoyed playing with this community, under whatever name, for the last few months. The server is amazing, and so are the people involved. I'd like to think that the people in this community also enjoy playing with me. I feel this way because my opinions were asked about the server map rotation and settings when things were reforming. I've also volunteered my competitive experience to help with scrim teams and my skills as a web designer / developer to help with the community web presence.
Ask anyone that plays with me, and they will tell you I'm competitive. It's that competitive nature that drove me to play CS religiously for many years, and now that I'm a father, my job and family come first. I don't have the time to put forth to be competitive anymore, because if I played competitively, it would have to be at the only level I know - 100% dedication. This community has skilled players and players that are fun to play with ( mostly both, but not necessarily
). This is why I enjoy playing with this community.
I know that some live in Ohio. I would be willing to play in front of those people, film my playing, or playing on LAN. However, those things don't erase the fundamental problem with my ban. Hacking is a crutch used by people to prevent themselves from improving. It's easy to say "oh, he's killing me, so he must be hacking", and with that no one will get better. I don't want that for anyone, including Fade 2 Black. On every team I have ever played on or coached, I have made it a strict rule to never accuse of hacking, and tried to instill that hacking is not even a thought. I lose a scrim or a round or get killed, and I evaluate EVERY death and EVERY loss - why did that happen? Then I make improvements. However, despite my love for the game and dedication, I'm still nowhere near the best. I've played some of the best on LAN, and might even think they were cheating if it weren't on LAN. That's how good they are, and how far I have to go if I ever wanted to be competitive at that level.
Anyways, I encourage all to think about this, and seriously consider this unban request.
Thanks,
Michael "iroh" Marr
P.S. I registered under this name, because Fade banned my forum account while I was originally typing this post.